I’m zoning in for this tour, as well as the drum solos. When you have distractions like family illness, it can be an effort to keep your mind still. I choose to view it as a test of humility. If u don’t play for anything other than your ego, life’s situations will be no more than a series of virtual reality scenes. I’ve been doing this since my teens. The cats coming up today can’t even play an instrument, but can find their way to the jewelers to get gold caps for their grill. I believe in some form your gift will exact a price or many prices. It keeps us aware that it’s a loan not a birthright. Well enough for now, gotta get into the day.